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I'm so lost...

I'm gonna get hurt.... again.

Let's see...


Got a threebedroom apartment with my brother. Moved in some stuff already, the rest will be moved in on saturday. already loving it!

Adam and I broke up... was tired of his BS so i decided to break up with him. Still hurting from it and trying to heal, not going so well.

Off work for the summer. Not sure if i'll get a summer job or not. It would really help if i could. so we'll see.

Not much else going on. Playing lots of WoW. It frees me mind and I love my guild. Everyone is so awesome. well thats it for now. see ya

I don't want to do it anymore....

This is an amazing song.. just ... wow

(Ville Valo)
I'm giving up the ghost of love
And the shadows cast on devotion

(Lauri Ylönen)
She is the one that I adore
Creed of my silent suffocation

(Beide)
Break this bittersweet spell on me
Lost in the arms of destiny

(Ville Valo [Lauri Ylönen])
Bittersweet
(I won't give up and persist by her)
I'm burying the cross
She's turned into my kiss

(Beide)
Break this bittersweet spell on me
Lost in the arms of destiny

(Lauri Ylönen [Ville Valo])
Bittersweet
I want you
(I wanted you)
And I need you
(I needed you)

(Beide)
Break this bittersweet spell on me
Lost in the arms of destiny
Break this bittersweet spell on me
Lost in the arms of destiny

Bittersweet

Hillary getting hers. :-)


This is Hillary's Kitty


This one is mine :-D

It hurt jsut a bit when he hit the bone, but other wise it tickled. lol. My leg/ankle wouldn't stop twitching. lol

Anyone on my friends list that had me added on myspace needs to add my new name to it. Someone hacked into my account and deleted everything... my new myspace is www.myspace.com/alleykat921 . I have no idea what the hell happened. But I was logged in before dinner. I went out got something to eat then went to the park with Zach and now I can't log in. It also says that my e-mail that was used wasn't in the system... blah..sorry for the hassle everyone... thanks

After being sick for 2 weeks I finally went to urgent care and found out I have an upper respritory infect with bronchitis! Not fun at all. The doctor gave me advair and Avelox. It only cost $55. He gave me the advair and the avelox for free, so yay.

Feeling a bit better today. in pain though. :-( I have to clean a lot today since I don't have zach until later. Need to get it done now so I can spend all my time with him and not cleaning.

Gonna go..cya

I GOT THE APARTMENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! They are going to see if they can get me on a year lease. She was supposed to call back today, so hopefully tomorrow she'll call back. OMG! I am so excited. I will get pictures up when I can. I won't have access to a computer for a while, so it may be a while. I gotta find a bed. I saw some nice ones at Nebraska Furniture Mart. I may go buy it and have them deliver it later. I've got a bunch of stuff already packed up. Just have to get the odds and ends packed up now. I am going to do ALL of my laundry as well. Tim said that I am more then welcome to come over and do it, so I'll keep my copy of the laundry keys.

Tim's brother will be moving in with him. He seems to be excited to get out of his mom's apartment, plus he gets a bigger room. and I'm sure he will enjoy the 52" TV...=/

Luckily I only have to buy a bed and computer for now. I have a friend that is gonna give me an extra couch. I'll be taking my dresser and small TV. Since zach will be staying with me a lot more I will be taking the crib as well. While he is here at Tim's he'll sleep in the pack n' play.

There is only 13 more days of work left. :-) Tis exciting. everyone is getting stressed and at each others throats. So we all can't wait. I am gonna find a job that I can work a couple days a week.

Well, gonna go finish packing cya.

oh Candace( dontspeak) I sent out Viva pinata for you and Jeff to have. Since I won't own the 360 anymore, you guys can keep it.

I suck at life....::sigh::

Car accidents are so much fun....NOT!!! Yup, I got into my first offical car to curb accident. I swurved so I wouldn't hit this truck who slammed on his breaks and I skid and was about to hit a car that crashed into the mdeian about 5 minutes before I had my accident, but I turned my wheel all the way to the right hit the curb and landed all the way on the sidewalk. I had it towed($172) to the dealership I bought it from, and they looked at it and fixed it in about 4 hours! So I had the car back by 4ish. Total with the towing was $917.something. Tim's grandfather paid it. My parents won't help...so now all of that is coming out of my tax return.

Why do I always get the short end of the stick? What in the world did I do?...::sigh:: I'm in a lot of pain now that most of the shock has wore off, but no bruising or anything yet..::sigh:: I was such a mess earlier.

I am going to go play some games to calm me down, then sleep..I need to sleep.. Night all.

Been pretty busy with work. Trying to keep my house cleaner. I'm so tired of the mess. We lost our laundry keys..AGAIN. so I got another copy and made 4 copies of it. So now there is no way we should ever have to go back to the office to get keys. lol. The people upstairs have a washer and dryer down there now. So we are getting a padlock for our section. I don't trust them at all. I am going to lock up the soap too.

On monday night Zach and I went to the crayola cafe and met dontspeak and had a wonderful time. It was really cool to meet them. They are so awesome. I hope you all had a godo time up here.

what else?. . . . Not sure what else to write...

Did I say we got an XBOX 360? I am hooked on Viva Pinata. It is sooooooooo much fun.

Doing most of the laundry tonight. We really need clean clothes. lol. Going to clean the living room and get the garbage ready for Tim to take out, which he will most likely not take out. =/

::sniff:: ::sniff:: ut oh, Stink diaper alert. Gotta go. cya.

Merry Christmas....

Liz you need to go away. Leave Tim and I alone. Leave Tim's grandparents alone too. Just Go away! You don't need to know anything about us. Just leave us alone!!!!!

This kid is wearing me out. Last night he didn't get to bed until 2am...in my bed. He kicked us all night long. He refuses to go to sleep at 9:30 now. If we are lucky, he will go to sleep when Tim gets home from work. I don't know what is wrong with him lately. I am just so drained with him. I really hope this is a phase. Right now he is crying it out. Maybe I am not wearing him out enough during the day? ::sigh::

Only two more days of school left. I am so happy I get two days off this week. Thursday and Sunday. The other days I work at power play. Wednesday I am pulling a double. Need the hours. I can't go to jessica's birthday thing on friday because Tim didn't get off... :-( yay(not), another fun thing I get to miss out on..story of my life........

Tomorrow Tim's grandparents come back. It will be good to see them. I also HAVE to clean. the partment is a mess and we need laundry. No sitting on my fat ass tomorrow after work.

::sigh:: I better go get him. Looks like another late night for me...::rolls eyes::

Zach has been a pain. He will not stay asleep through the night anymore. :-( Tim and I are exhausted. He has been a Daddy's boy recently too...:-(

I had my work christmas party tonight. Zach hung out with Jessica and her family. He apparently covered himself and the table and red lobster in oatmeal and applesauce.lol. He had fun though which is good :-D The party was ok. Had some awesome pork chops. Linda gave me the center piece that she won. It's cute.

Never cleaned the apartment. I really need to get on that. Not sure when though. I am always to busy or too tired. I REALLY need to get the christmas cards out and the presents out as well. I think I will do that tomorrow after I get out of work..not sure. Zach doesn't sleep until Tim is home, so I could just take the car. we'll see.

Tomorrow at work we are having a little party. I am excited. I will find out who is my secret santa :-D

What else?... My friend James is in the Marines now. He is in Albany taking his physical. Good luck!!

Going to play some more Lottso! then head to bed.

Night all!!!

How could they go from this:







( To this )

Honey why you calling me so late
It's kinda hard to talk right now
Honey why you crying is everything okay
I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud
Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I,
never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And yes I dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me will it start a fight
No, I don't think she has a clue
Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I,
never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I,
never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
(let it die,I never wanna say goodbye)
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

Honey why you calling me so late

Did a lot today. School was cancelled, so I was free. I went to Target and spend a little more then $200. lol. Almost done shopping too. We just have one more thing for zach to buy(which is from Tim), Tim's Grandparents, my brother, my sister, step-siblings and I think that's it. Tim still has to buy for me. hehehehe I might get Tim one more thing...not sure.

I put the tree up tonight....it looks horrible, but I don't care.... It's up. lol. I put lights on it, not sure if I will put ornaments up. I don't want to chase zach around the house trying to get them from him. He already tried to pull the lights off. Lowes apparently has a 6.5ft pre-lit tree for $25. Might go buy that.

I got a hold of the office and they said it should be all ready by monday or tuesday. It was supposed to be done today, but since it snowed, it wasn't done today. The lady at the office said I could go do my laundry then bring them the receipt and they'll take that amount of our rent, or go and do it free in the apartment's laundry facility. I think I will do the latter. It will be less of a hassle.

The apartment still needs to be cleaned, but I'm lazy. lol.

I got a REALLY nice Ski coat for $43. It was $139. Gotta love JCPENNEY :-D

Apparently someone called animal control on the people across from us. lol. That's twice now. Once from us and once from someone else. The lady pretended that she didn't speak english! Bull Shit. She knows english just perfectly. I hate stupid people. If I see the dog out again, I will call again. Poor doggy :-(

The people upstiars haven't been as loud. So I'm thankful for that. But they still need to clean up after their dogs outside. =/

Zach has been trying to talk more. He said "ohh baby" clear as day. He also says "Here you go!" and "Bye Bye". He likes to have "conversations" with you too. lol

Gotta go he is up...Need to hide the presents.